Ah.... so much to write about, so many wonderful things that I'll forget to tell you and then they won't appear until it doesn't matter anymore. Oh well all I can do is my best.
I've had the most wonderful, most busiest and very sad summer a person could have and its not over yet, even though it feels like it. Very memorable, I'll never forget it. It all started in the middle of July. Getting ready for the big trip to Vancouver, driving all the way might I add, with two small wonderful kids in the back seat. In the middle of all that I find out I was pregnant. What a emotional roller coaster at that time. Very unplanned pregnancy. Changed my plans completely for the future. I don't like change, especially changes that are all of a sudden and I can't plan it into my life. Anyways we get use to the idea I'm pregnant, we are at the start of our trip and I start bleeding. Which is usual for me when I'm pregnant. So I go to emergency anyways just to make sure everything is okay. They find nothing wrong and send me home. I bleed for a week, not heavy and nothing to be really concerned about since I didn't really have any other symptom of miscarriage. I carry on with my trip trying not to worry about it or think about it since there was nothing I could do about it or the doctors could do about it.
We had a wonderful time in Tsawwassan BC, loved it there. It was so beautiful. Plus we were there with some great people, some friends of ours that just moved there. We basically hung out for the two weeks we were there. We did the aquarium, Playland and the beach. In the middle of that just relaxed, so very nice. Didn't want to leave. It was a vacation that I actually relaxed with, loved it. After the two weeks we headed up to Salmon Arm for a day to visit with Jer's grandparents. We had fun, they showed us around town. It was great, glad we went. Then we headed home on the long journey. The whole trip went really well. Had a couple incidents where the girls got car sick, but who wouldn't in the mountains.
The couple days we were home I went to the doctors to get checked and make sure the baby was okay. Went for blood tests and an ultrasound. In the middle of all that I was getting ready for another trip, this time to Estevan, SK., to visit friends who were visiting Canada from South Africa. Then the most horrible news came, that I had miscarried. Worst feeling in the world, another huge change in my life. Right when I was use to the idea, the baby was taken away. Extremely hard. The worst of it is that it probably was gone for weeks, and I've been going on with life thinking I was pregnant. I was blessed though with having a very easy miscarriage, not a normal one at all, but easy. Didn't even know it really. Didn't have to have a D and C. Which is wonderful, wouldn't want to go through that. Life goes on, not easy to do, but I had to with two small kids to look after and a trip that I was going on that very same day.
The trip was good. Had some wonderful times with our friends and their new twins. We are back now. It's been harder, I've had more time to think about the whole miscarriage. I'm at peace knowing the child is in Heaven and that I will see it again.
Now we are off to Edmonton to visit my parents for a week and half, with a wedding that my husband is in in the middle of it. Very busy, looking for September to come. Normalcy sounds nice right now. Anyways thats been the last 4 or 5 weeks even though it has seemed longer. How has your summer been, relaxing or busy?